Spoiler alert! Not much randomness follows!!
A few hours ago I had the biggest realization of the past few years! What I have mistakenly trying not to call a writer's block so I don't make it real, is nothing like that! It's denial!!
Let's clear things up. Some years now I've been working on, what I will call for the purpose of this post, a big project. The thing with said big project is, I haven't been making much project lately, I thought I was dealing with yet another case of my biggest nemesis, writer's block, but today I came to the realization that the only reason I'm not making any progress is not the lack of ideas or inspiration but simply the fact that this project is nearing an end and I am not ready to part with it. Though, deep down, I know it won't be a goodbye, I have lots of relevant things to work on when it is completed, I am not emotionally ready to let go thus, I'm stalling. Sabotaging myself yet again as I have done enough times in the past to know it's happening. The difference is, this time I'm determined to fight it, I have no distractions and nowhere to "hide" from it thanks to the pandemic quarantine! Who knows, maybe something good will come out of this mess...!
Till next time!
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