Quarantine log. Day 38.
So... where do I begin? A lot of sh*t has gone down since my last post but mainly in the last couple of days.
Quarantine is staring to get to me, that's for sure. After the first few days during which I did try to hang out with the rest of the family in order not to go crazy it became evident to me that I was just making it harder for myself to remain sane so I locked myself in the half finished top flour apartment. Half finished because there's no kitchen mainly and because there are a couple of more things that need to be taken care of. Goof think I invested part of my very last paycheck (back in November) to get some furniture and paint the walls. On hind sight I am slightly regretting that because right now I am almost completely penniless with a very uncertain work future in front of me which I'm not sure I want to find out more details about after all, no news is good news.
Important question? Has quarantine affected my sanity at all ever since I begun to avoid my family? Hell yes it has!First of all the past 2 weeks almost I've been sleeping on the couch in the living room when there is a perfectly fine double bed in the bedroom! Secondly, I've started to see plots unfolding everywhere though I have a bitter feeling that this happens mostly because I have detached myself from the events of the first floor (aka the family apartment). And last but not least I managed to get in my head and sabotage my writing. Again. That's the reason I haven't posted anything here in quite some time either.
Changing the subject, remember the last post about playing with fire? Well, fire's out! Random guy would keep flirting, then trying to break the indifference I showed with sharing his personal drama which I had no reason to get myself mixed into especially since I tried to give him a piece of advice when he first asked for it and he rejected it, then he went back to flirting, he became annoying and then he would ghost be for about a week and then start the random flirty messages and then I got tired and after he went back to ghosting I eventually blocked him. I shouldn't have accepted his message request in the first place but anyway...
Speaking of random guys, my ex remembered I exist. Two years after the break up that was a result of his attitude he texted to tell me I was right. No shit Sherlock! Between the two of us I was the one with most experience when it came to job interviews, CVs and job related things in general but no, he wouldn't take my advice, not back then at least. Now he retraced his steps and remembered what I told him apparently.
Circling back to me, I want this to be over with. I've spent 38 days stuck inside and I have almost reached my breaking point. I'm not planning on going out if there isn't a dire reason to do so but enough is enough. I want this quarantine to be over, the hotels to re-open and to finally go back to work 'cause I'm sick and tired or sitting on my a*s the whole day everyday. Enough is enough.
By the way, how are you all holding up? Hope you're safe, healthy and holding on strong.
Come on, drop a comment, don't be shy!
Just kidding, I know no one sees these!
So... where do I begin? A lot of sh*t has gone down since my last post but mainly in the last couple of days.
Quarantine is staring to get to me, that's for sure. After the first few days during which I did try to hang out with the rest of the family in order not to go crazy it became evident to me that I was just making it harder for myself to remain sane so I locked myself in the half finished top flour apartment. Half finished because there's no kitchen mainly and because there are a couple of more things that need to be taken care of. Goof think I invested part of my very last paycheck (back in November) to get some furniture and paint the walls. On hind sight I am slightly regretting that because right now I am almost completely penniless with a very uncertain work future in front of me which I'm not sure I want to find out more details about after all, no news is good news.
Important question? Has quarantine affected my sanity at all ever since I begun to avoid my family? Hell yes it has!First of all the past 2 weeks almost I've been sleeping on the couch in the living room when there is a perfectly fine double bed in the bedroom! Secondly, I've started to see plots unfolding everywhere though I have a bitter feeling that this happens mostly because I have detached myself from the events of the first floor (aka the family apartment). And last but not least I managed to get in my head and sabotage my writing. Again. That's the reason I haven't posted anything here in quite some time either.
Changing the subject, remember the last post about playing with fire? Well, fire's out! Random guy would keep flirting, then trying to break the indifference I showed with sharing his personal drama which I had no reason to get myself mixed into especially since I tried to give him a piece of advice when he first asked for it and he rejected it, then he went back to flirting, he became annoying and then he would ghost be for about a week and then start the random flirty messages and then I got tired and after he went back to ghosting I eventually blocked him. I shouldn't have accepted his message request in the first place but anyway...
Speaking of random guys, my ex remembered I exist. Two years after the break up that was a result of his attitude he texted to tell me I was right. No shit Sherlock! Between the two of us I was the one with most experience when it came to job interviews, CVs and job related things in general but no, he wouldn't take my advice, not back then at least. Now he retraced his steps and remembered what I told him apparently.
Circling back to me, I want this to be over with. I've spent 38 days stuck inside and I have almost reached my breaking point. I'm not planning on going out if there isn't a dire reason to do so but enough is enough. I want this quarantine to be over, the hotels to re-open and to finally go back to work 'cause I'm sick and tired or sitting on my a*s the whole day everyday. Enough is enough.
By the way, how are you all holding up? Hope you're safe, healthy and holding on strong.
Come on, drop a comment, don't be shy!
Just kidding, I know no one sees these!
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